Well there are 25 days until Christmas. This is the first time in a very long time that I am actually looking forward to Christmas. The kids won't be getting much but I am finally going to explain to them what Christmas is about. I feel my mom around me a lot lately. She would want me to celebrate and be happy, so I'm going to. I can't promise I won't cry but that's ok.
This will be a tough year for my wonderful husband and his family. It will be the 2nd one without Maw Maw. She and I may have argued and disagreed but she loved me and I loved her. With that said, I am worried about my own grandmother. She is in poor health and I feel like she doesn't have much time left here on earth.
I was worried how we were going to manage getting gifts for our kiddos but an angel called me and offered their help. I am forever grateful for that. Next year will be different. We will be an angel for someone.
There is one thing and one thing only that I personally want for Christmas. Along with that gift will come peace of mind for me. I wouldn't have to constantly worry and watch over my shoulder. Getting this gift will take an act of God though, but you know what??? I BELIEVE!!! Every day until it happens, I am going to envision it taking place.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
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